When you read this, you may think that I am just some person that's tired of people killing themselves. Though this may be true, I am also a teen that has been there and is there from time to time. There are many things in life that get me down and make me want to shrivel into a corner and give up. But there's just somethings that are worth living for.
When you feel at that peek moment of 'I-can't-take-anymore', think of the things that you'd be missing. Think of those that you'd leave behind and how your death would effect them. Think of all the great things that you've accomplished and how good that made you feel. If something that you have done in your life so far can make you feel at the top of your game, how do you know that there are not future moments that will bring out the same or even better feelings?
When I feel at my worst moment, I think of the first time I saw my nephew and when he opened his eyes to look at me for the first time. I think about the first time I met my boyfriend and how great he makes me feel everytime he's around.
I just want to say that you're not alone. There are many people wanting to help you and listen to you. Even if they are strangers, that doesn't mean that they don't have an open heart and are unable to care about you.
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Rose Dowling
16 Oak Street
Cumberland, MD. 21502
Sweet_Gurl_18@hotmail.com